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A New Lease, Chapter 40.

Birthday Weekend Pictures -THE BIKES.

 

I hate heat-snakes.

Al fleeing to scorpion territory. 

The brothers united. Al and Bubs. 

THE BOOZE.

This guy turns into...

This guy....

THE REST

Me and Super fan slash girlfriend Bert. 

Our hangout.

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Although I have never really placed much of an emphasis on my age in correlation to my personal and professional growth, my 25th birthday marked a significant turning point in my life.

When I first started training in MMA my goal was simply to have a professional bout. Regardless of if I won or lost, I just wanted to fight. No one really understood why I wanted to do it so badly, I just knew that it was something I needed to experience for myself.

I got a phone call from a friend and former teammate of mine one afternoon while I was trying to navigate a 5 ton truck through the narrow streets of Belleville Ontario and simultaneously stuff my face full of chocolate covered almonds in June of 2007..... He asked me if I wanted to fight for King of the Cage in mid July.

I said yes.

Excited, thrilled, and terrified at the same time, I didn't really think twice about the consequences of my actions.

Due to the fact that I had no official rank nor belt in brazilian jiu jitsu at the time, I was told that if I wanted to compete in a professional MMA match that I would not be able to represent nor train with the team I had grown with for over a year and a half.  

Although I knew that there was not enough time for me to have a proper training camp and that I was being brought in as a last minute and 'green' sacrificial lamb to lose to the local and more experienced fighter, the challenge excited me.

I left the gym. I fought. I won.

Similar stories coincide with my 2nd and 3rd professional fights. I made a name for myself by stepping up to face bigger, stronger, and more experienced opponents. I never cared if I won or lost... I knew that my heart and genuine love for fighting could overcome any size differential or gap in experience between my opponents and I.

Eventually I found my place in the top ten of KOTC Canada's rankings and competed for the # 1 contender spot for Freedom Fights in my last outing.

And now? I haven't fought in almost a year and am no longer ranked in the top ten. I was scheduled to fight four times in the last ten months. Three of these bouts fell through due to reasons beyond my control and one fight I dropped out of due to injury.

Needless to say, I am incredibly frustrated with the sport and my current role in it.

I have decided to pursue other goals of mine while the MMA thing sorts itself out. In 63 days I will compete in my first Adventure Race, something that I have always wanted to do.

I have nearly recovered from my hip injury and am looking forward to mixing up my training program and competing in a sport that is entirely unrelated to the one that I have been training for twice a day five or six days a week for the past ten months.... with nothing to show for it.

This is not a retirement speech... I will continue to train in mixed martial arts. I will compete in mixed martial arts again. Soon.

However, in the meantime there are other goals that need to be accomplished, other mountains that need to be scaled. I refuse to wait for one passion to pick up while watching other opportunities pass me by.

This is a new lease on the old me.

Posted: May 22, 2009 at 12:37 PM
By: Ian Dawe

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HI Ian

My brother, one cannot stay in one place and let their life pass by.

You have done all you can and the things that happened (regarding your opponents) with your fights, happened for a reason.

Maybe there are other opportunities that lye ahead. You will never know unless you try-and I think you've done just that...

You only regret what you have not attempted to accomplish...

Yo, on another note. Happy B Day brother and ive sent that mail out to you yesterday. And im sorry for taking so long Ian. But please look out for it. You probably get it next week, because of the Memorial day holiday.

Peace my brother and Believe.

Chris C.
Chris C | May 22, 2009 at 09:30 PM

cool.

good effort mate.
believe
ben | May 24, 2009 at 07:34 AM

Muay Thai

nice post
MMA | July 15, 2009 at 04:29 AM

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