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My Toronto, Chapter 26.

For eight and a half months I allowed this city determine the way in which I lived my life. 


It was easier for me to be a victim of circumstance than a citizen of Toronto. By embracing the notion that I was a merely the 'product' of an alien environment and not an active player in my own destiny I had denied myself from myself. I equated my solitude to the lack of compassion I saw in the city, yet failed to acknowledge the fact that I had internalized a number of these traits myself.


The thorn in my side had become a terrible cancer... I was lost. 


I now accept the fact that regardless of my surroundings, I am responsible for my own happiness or suffering. The choices I make along this path I forge are mine, and mine alone. 


Just as iron shapes iron, negativity breeds negativity. No longer will I focus on the negative aspects of this city and internalize them. I will use the unfavourable attitudes of others to guide myself in the right direction. 


I have found serenity in the men and women who practice tai-chi in Grange Park, anonymity in the crowded streets of Kensington market, comfort in the sushi bars on Baldwin Street, and focus in the gyms I frequent. 


Here are a few pictures of the Toronto I have grown attached to. 

 

The futon, my home/office. 

 

BALDWIN STREET. 

 

Arctic Rolls and Tempura Avacado Hand Roll.

 

All you can eat deliciousness.

 

 

Reserved for cheat days only - banana tempura with vanilla ice cream.

 

The gym.

 

Heading home from the gym. 

 

Miniature golf, 82 style. 

Posted: January 14, 2009 at 04:49 PM
By: Ian Dawe

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