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The Unknown Road, Chapter 12.

The price of being a sheep is boredom.The price of being a wolf is loneliness. Choose one or the other with great care.

The path I walk is paved one step at a time. There is no master plan, no alloted time frame, and no set destination. I doubt there will ever be. My primary goal is to experience every moment in all its glory, and to use this positive or negative energy to keep moving forward. It will not always be easy, of course there will be moments of confusion, self doubt, and restlessness. I have been there before. I will be there again. I have the tools to deal with whatever may come my way.

I refuse to shy away from any obstacle in fear of failure, loss, or disappointment. Words which only hold true if they are not learned from.

I have experienced failure in every aspect of my life. I have made terrible decisions, done terrible things, lost great friends, lost loves, left school, and lost fights. Having said that, these situations were necessary for me to grow, and have gotten me to the point I am at today. More importantly, I have not let my spirit be broken. I will love again, I will continue to learn and grow as a person, and I will fight. This is who I am.

As a young boy I would camouflage myself to be similar those who were around me. When I returned home after socializing my parents could tell who I had been with based on my behaviour. I quickly learned that this lifestyle was not for me, I am not a follower.

Despite those who doubt me, those who have lost faith, and those who no longer believe, I will continue to carve out my unique existence in this world. Nobody can show me the way, no one knows it. I will leave no stone unturned along this journey, nothing will be left to chance. I will not wait for destiny to find me, I will hunt it down and make it my own.

Posted: August 20, 2008 at 10:09 AM
By: Ian Dawe

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